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Pasko Nanaman

2010-12-17T15:27:00.001-08:00

dati pag mga ganitong araw ng disyembre nagkukumahug na akong umuwi sa amin....ahhhh, i miss all the things and events in diffun(minsan masaya, minsan malungkot pero okay lang kc ganun talaga)
- gustong gusto ko mag night trip para makita lahat ng designs ng xmas light sa bawat bahay...saka sobrANG lamig....tas pahirapan ang biyahe....8hours pa.
- sa probinsya naman ang sarap gumising ng umaga around 4am aantayin ang bukang liwayway habang humihigod ng kapeng barako gawa ng kuya ko at pandesal ni mamang....
- gala galore kahit walang pera okay lang, nakikisaling pusa sa mga frens hehehe
- bisperas:pasko, yun aantayin talaga alas dose saka din matutulog...pero daming foods siyempre kami nagluluto at un kahit papano exchange gift.....sakA magsisidatingan pinsan sa kabilang bahay at kunwari mga kakilala para makikain..kaya ako bumabawi me kinabukasan dun me nagbabahay bahay....bagong taon, ganun din kaso dito minsan walang tulugan at nakikipagsabayan pa talaga sa mga istasyon ng t.v.....
-namimiss ko din dito yung bibingkang kanin....kasi sa pasko ka lang talaga makakain nun di gaya sa siyudad anytime meron....kaya nakakasawa...
e ngayon lahat ng bagay na to nakakaligtaan ko na kc hectic schedule dahil kay S,,,,

real thing

2010-02-21T17:17:00.000-08:00

im playing plain housewife here....cooking meals, washing the dishes after, cleaning the house, washing clothes tru the washing machine of course and sometimes having grocery...by doing all this stuff the whole day, i really didn't noticed that time has already passed...just right now the hardest part being a housewife is thinking about what you should served for breakfast, lunch and dinner most especially if you don't have stuff to cooked for....having grocery but you cannot understand the label of the product it's useless. just depending on the same look you had in mind....my cooking is disaster lately...but happy to say my husband did love all what was being served(i know it's pilit)he had no choice.....after two weeks my attention would be again on ez...miss my ez already

what life may have?

2010-02-05T01:47:00.000-08:00

been sad lately....i cried that im so guilty for loosing another angel to be in our life! He/She should be a month old now...of course even if it was not planned yet,i will always do an extra effort to care of myself.
i taught im that always healthy and strong that whatever happens that won't affect me,,,but things would not that perfect always maybe next time i need to be more carefull....iM sorry....thats all

ez on michael jackson

2009-07-21T00:41:00.000-07:00

i don't know if this was the influence of his environment or just his ability to comprehend immediately...Just happy to see him doing some Jackson's move and if someone's watching, with props(hat on his head) of course ez eagerly dancing and sometimes he is singing(beat it....beat it....)......

A H1N1 "an outbreak"

2009-06-23T16:57:00.000-07:00

you've never know when would this outbreak end...since our technology is evolving and improving viruses also have this capasity to transform into a super maximum level that humans can't find any means to prevent the said condition whatever they may had to bring....like in the movies they are the aliens in our planet....isn't it? That once we discovered their weaknesses a cloned one with a double impact had again evolved....can i suggest that if possible this time someone can discover a potion that before this viruses evolved we could hit them earlier before they could invade us because it's really difficult and stressful if the young ones could acquire the disease.

alll about friendster's bulletin

2009-03-12T08:43:00.000-07:00

At this moment my attention was caught by this bulletins posted on the friendster containing of a Q& A, and it so happened that i also what to try and post something for fun...and it goes like this:
Nang wrote:
> 1. kwento mo ang name mo?
*joanna marie-basta yung parents ko lahat kaming magkakapatid J ang simula ng pangalan tapos two words siya...un!
*anang-palayaw ko.
*nang-pabinyag na pangalan sa akin ng asawa ko.....
> 2. anung kwento ng last birthday mo?
*naghanda lang dito sa bahay....tumanggap lang ng mga greetings from friends and relatives tru text
> 3. anung kwento ng 1st lovelife mo?
*mas bata siya sa akin ng isang taon, long distance yung relationship, kasama ko siya sa church,...well, di ko naman siya ganung iniyakan.....
> 4. anung kwento ng lovelife mo ngayon?
*committed na....long distance pa rin,...sobrang kabado kasi di mo alam kung may ginagawang di maganda,...un may communication lagi....nandun pa rin yung love...naks....
> 5. anung kwento ng buhok mo ngayon.
*di na ulit humaba...yung lampas balikat, di na ulit naging shiny.....in short mahangin ba sa labas ang dating.....
> 6. anung kwento ng computer mo?
*well, typical computer na parang nirerentahan lang...hehehe
> 7. anung kwento ng kwarto mo?
*laging wala sa ayos...parang dinaanan ng bagyo.....yung anak ko kasi laging ginugulo...
> 8. anung kwento mo last christmas?
*may work ako til 7pm...madaling madali ako sa pag-uwi un pala matutulog lang din ako...waaaahh
> 9. anung kwento mo last valentines day?
*may event sa pinagtratrabahuan ko,...un nakiusyoso lang konti...tapos binilhan ko anak ko ng balloon at bear....kasama nung donut....
> 11. anung kwento nung una mong nakita yung crush mo?
*(dati)deadma lang pag nakita ko pero pag wala sa harap ko un babanggitin ko lang ng babanggitin pangalan niya....
> 13. anung kwento nung best movie na pinanood mo?
*hahaha...sa ngayon tingin ko yung cars....(tatlong beses ko na napapanood yun sa isang araw...dahil kay ez...tuloy paborito ko na din)naamazed ako kasi lahat ng characters sasakyan....ang action parang sa tao
> 4. anung kwento nung last time na umiyak ka?
*last week nagkasore-eyes me...kasi di me nakapasok ng 5 araw....tuloy nanganganib meng di maregular...kainis

sore eyes a.k.a. "conjuctivitis"

2009-03-09T08:09:00.000-07:00

I've been absent for three days now plus two days off due to this disease...it ruined my schedule, i was stucked at home and the fact that i cannot enjoy staying home since i cannot watched t.v. for a long period of time and at the same time surfing the net have online to update my friendster, upload photo to my facebook and have an entry to my blog.I cannot even go out and have a grocery buy stuff because my eyes was too sensitive to light, eyeglasses are not enough....It"s KJ....Whoooahhhh....I hate it...Right now im so much absurb and i cannot really sleep maybe i already gain so much of it the my eyes was so tired of sleeping...
The good thing is ez was here to the rescue and ease my boredom....enjoying his company most especially right now that at his age he was super energetic....walk around the house....play and play...always wanted that your attention was at him....smiles a lot....imitates what you are doing....makes a lot of sound even he cannot pronounce a word......eats different kinds of food....we watched movie his favorite "cars" three times or more a day....when going to sleep he makes kulit pa to lolo and lola.....Ez really makes our home complete in a day...no dull moment except when he is asleep....im waiting him to get-up to do the routine....hahaha....thats the consolation being at home...and i really miss this when i was at work....my mind was always with him...anyway 5 days was enough for him...
Back to work, by tomorrow ill be back at work and i know that they'll gonna bully me for me having a sore eyes but anyway what im worried about is that by march 20, my contract will end...well, i have the feeling that ends my life at malls...anyway, ahead i know that theres a great oppurtunity waiting for me....i just prepared myself for this...and also being sad that in my absence a friend of mine in the company has resigned without prior notice....we don't even know what was the reason or even bid goodbye...just leaving a note....maybe, he wants a better future and company....
Well, im not accusing this disease for the bad things happened...im just emphasizing that all things may come and go...and we don't ever know what will be the consequence....So be prepare always...

its already january.....a new year!

2009-01-19T06:08:00.000-08:00

as i scan my post here, i found out that i don't have any entry last month which is December and i am thinking why, since i am not that busy or lets say ever since i was never been busy to admit...of course i have a work but that was not super loaded as tops to mention... no need to work overtime hehehe....to be back with the entry post i remember, that time i was so angry with our internet connection because it took 3weeks to negotiate with the telecom company regarding why we don't have internet...i wanted them to go into our house to find out what really the problem is but they just keep on calling and monitoring if we already have connected and telling it that was already reported....for 2weeks i really called them everyday bugging and demanding them to fix it since tops will be coming home and it was his life to face the computer all day.....(boring...well, he have no choice)! Then after that 3weeks when his brother came home he checked the computer, it was simply disconnected in the program.....Yikes! It's not my fault either...i don't know how to operate the computer thats why im asking for their help...Anyway another thing is tops was already home and of course it was his so called throne in front of the computer and i need to take care of ez....well thats it...For now since ez was already asleep i just take a short break to log this....
I hope that this year would be a happy year and a lucky year for us.......
I had a lots of new years wish but i had to mention only one which is....to be more lovely this year................

all it takes....when your bored

2008-11-28T18:58:00.001-08:00

im not a book reader but with the kind of work i have right now, it seems that i can now scan and get all the books and magazines that i can grab in the bookstore...(so, i need an extra budget for it from now on)
yesterday, it was funny coz the pocketbook that i read was the charmed which i think it was the teenager's readers choice..well, im not that old so it still soothes me...
Time is fast when im reading...that's the point....

empty spaces

2008-11-24T17:12:00.002-08:00

been transferred to another branch for my training...waah it's so boring that i cannot think of something to wake me up during my duty....not like to the first branch that i came from...it's totally different....been depressed hoping to be back with them....i just missed them all...

no dull moment with EZ

2008-11-18T18:17:00.000-08:00

He just turned 11 months and soon to be 1 (Hmmm...super tagal, pero darating din tayo diyan) Hehehe...Of course as his mom I am the one who is super excited to see him grew up as a man.( Yeah thats how my brains react when im excited...it's super fast that i think it for the future na...)
Well, welll, well, there's no big deal in fact i just want to plan the best thing for him ...
As an update, super makulit na siya as "kiti-kiti". He always want to crawl and crawl to the fact that after reaching all the corners of the house we don't need to scrub it because he already done it for us diba double purpose. But of course its alarming cause he likes to touch all the cords hanging around and imitate tarzan...waahhh..accidental prone...so i bought him a crib, here is to inprison him and wanted him to stay in just one corner but believe me or not he is not satisfy sitting only in one corner in the crib, he walks around with his hand holding on the sides of the crib(mautak)...not only that he was mayabang that he stands freely without holding something or have support then makes ngisi-ngisi pa...kulit! But sometimes when he was out of balance mega cry naman...
He plays a lot...most especially when he have lots of company...mga pinsan...yun nakikipagbabag din...But whens his alone his attention was on the drawers, doors and windows...he just open and closes it....Then also the tv, coz his lolo and lola taught him how to turn on and off it so he keeps on doing it and right now the two oldies confronting each other who taught him cause they cannot follow the sequence of their favorite show coz ez here always turn off the tv, and after turning off ez also looks what was our reaction about what he did...then make a smile...pilyo talaga....He likes balloons that's why lola always bring him in children's party to think that he was afraid of the crowd...super kapit sa lola...
He makes sounds already...."dadadada...mama....mommmmy my"...hahaha nakakatuwa.....
Had familiarization with the thing around him and also the people....he likes cars....whatever it is....then if it's time to sleep, un naikot na muna buong kama before antukin....
About his appetite un, if he saw someone eating he likes siya din meron nun...away talaga! Matakaw din ang loko kahit mag tae-tae n...
But this weeks he got cough and cold un nagli-low sa lahat...kawawa...super kapit sa lola.yaw sumama sa iba....and the hardest part for ez is when we he needs to takes medicine...Waah..Suko ako ang Hirap painumin...Promise....I'm super puyat kasi pinagtiyatiyagan ko talaga...The it's funny coz all his tita's refuses to do so kasi hindi na sasama sa kanila si ez pag sila nagpainom ng gamot...for me siguro he knows that im his mom and he have no choice...hehehe..un sumbong nalang sa lola....Anyway he is getting better na right now...kasi nalalampaso na ulit buong bahay....And for tops don't worry ez will like you practice ka lang ng kanta ni dora, sarah geronimo, at lea salonga...Ayus na yun...
Un lang basta...there is no dull moment talaga....

hey! hey! R u OK? hey! hey! Im still okay....

2008-10-18T00:27:00.000-07:00

In my new found career, with my hectic schedule and so on i think that super duper napasubo ako...yet, it's full time so what do i expect...again ill just gonna use my super powers to make my everyday as precious as diamond....
There's a lot of things that i need to consider of course since I'm working for them six times a week and eight hours a day is also my time for my family....for ez and my husband if he is around...
Every time that i left my ez asleep i felt so bad coz im missing every second of his growth that i want to witness that but practically speaking i need also to used what ive learned until there's a lot of opportunity for me out there and of course i want also to contribute for my family...
Im not telling that i was unhappy im just emphasizing things that suppose to be...la lang, napakakumplikado kasi ng buhay...you don't know want you really want...
Anyway, i want to share i nice experience ive been through this week....
The company held a annual meeting for their nurses...it was a five days seminar....well, i think i was lucky that they allow me to attend this seminar even if i'm knew....
The topics are quit smoking, CPR, and the manual of the company....
On the first day it was the quit smoking...the discussin was okay di naman ganun kaboring kaso mga bading ang speaker...hehehe...ng okray!Then they had also give aways...di sigarilyo a....bag and t-shirt...
The second and third day...yun CPR to the max....but infairness bading uli mga speaker...hehehe...galit sa bading...di naman...Yun i had the great time because for the third time that i attend a seminar for cpr training ngaun ko lang siya naappreaciate it's because we really had a one on one demo of the procedure which is not bad kahit pagod pagod...masaya....kasi sa huli picture picture....kainis lang kasi di nakisama cp ko....dun pa siya nasira...un nakisingit nalang me,...
And for the fourth and fifth day...this was the time that im super bored because it's purely discussion...i think nakalimang kape ata ako may nadekwat pa me...yun dami sa bag ko....sa super antok but of course nakikinig ako kaya nga may natutunan din me....then un may exchange gift pa...hehehe...i got a bag...maganda kasi matagal ko ng gusto na magkaroon ng ganun...then may dinner treat pa...sosyal....then picture picture...hahaha
Then lastly, yun marami akong nakilala...some of them are oldies na pero nakakatuwa sila kasi mababait at approachable...Nagulat nga ako e kasi all i know konti lang kaming nurses sa company but it's not....it's more than i think...kaya nurse's power ito...hehehe...
It's a nice week day for me....Another thing maaga me nakakauwi...un ang punchline....

1 year of waiting

2008-09-25T06:51:00.000-07:00

if my husband celebrates his one year of being ofw, me i am also celebrating my one year of being unemployed...hahaha....of course i need to celebrate talaga.....moment ko to! BUT THE THING IS, there is also an end....i've waited so long to find another job that is suited to my situation right now....sigh!....napasubo ata ako....it's was as toxic as i was before but then it is better than what i expect and yun pwede na rin pagtiyagaan...goodluck to me...
i started last september 20, well as usual orientation thing blah!blah!blah!......new faces, new friends and partners in business...waahhhhhh, over and over again! I don't think that i can adapt myself easily to their sop's and stay with my new company that long....but i will try my best...
AND now i want to apologized to ez for this coming days i may not have a long time to play along with him but instead lola and lolo are THERE as substitute...AYUZ!
Thats all....im tired....tommorrow is my off from 6 days of purely orienntation....Uy nakakapagod din un a..try mo....hehehe.....happy rest for me!

gala galore

2008-09-17T06:27:00.000-07:00

well, ipinasyal ko ang ez pano gustong gumala....of course nagsimba muna kami para may basbas naman kami....un wiling wili sa mga sasakyan...haynako kaylan kaya kami magkakaroon ng sarili naming sasakyan...nananawagan ako sa kinakaukulan....gusto naming gumala at libutin ang pilipinas....
pero grabe na kasi taas ng gasolina...pero ganun din kasi pataas ng pataas na rin ang pamasahe...
haynako naman talaga...hirap ng buhay......

SINGKABAN FESTIVAL

2008-09-14T02:20:00.000-07:00

"Sining at kalinangan ng Bulakan"

It started last Sept. 8, then till this day the bulakenyo's and bulakenya's were celebrating their festive season called singkaban...Astig diba? Well i think, kabilang na ako sa isa sa mamamayan ng bulakan kasi mahigit siyam na buwan na ako dito...First time to witness their fiesta and yun compared sa bayang kinagisnan ko pwere biro, they really spend a lot of time and effort para gawing makulay ang fiesta nila...
There's also a lot of advertisement regarding the occassion, and lahat sumusoporta talaga...

As i witness the celebration, i can tell that, saludo ako sa mga nag-organisa nito at kahit isang araw lang akong nagliwaliw kasama syempre si ez e masasabi kong nagenjoy kami...at saka tuwang-tuwa si ez kaya okay na okay.
Sa susunod ulit...Mas bongga pa!

my little ez

2008-09-05T15:04:00.000-07:00

whew! he has grown so fast..madami ng kalokohan, super makulit ika nga...madami na siya kaya gawin...ung clap...clap...clap....isang kamay lang ang gumagalaw...humuhuni na pag may kumakanta, at un nakakapaglakad na akay ng stroller....Tapos pag kinakausap siya humuhuni na..hehehe....dami na rin kinakain...kung ano-anu...madaling magsawa sa kahit ano....ayaw ng maingay....magugulatin din....yan sa susunod siya na mismo ang maglalagay ng entry dito sa blog...astig....yan si ez...8mos n....

nakakainis

2008-08-28T02:59:00.000-07:00

ewan ko bakit lagi nalang akong naiinis...may gamot kaya para dun....sana magkaron, anyway wala meng magawa kaya heto ngalagay lang ako ng konting panggulo sa blog...hehehe

IM YOURS-Jason Mraz

2008-08-04T00:56:00.000-07:00

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks and now I'm trying to get back

Before the cool done run out I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love

Listen to the music of the moment, dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our God-intended right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate, our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

D-d-do do you, do you, d-d-do, do you want to come?
Scooch on over closer dear, I'll whisper in your ear
Oh yes love, love love love love love
Love you love, love you love

I've been spending way too long tricking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and I laughed

I guess what I be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do, our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Come on and open up your mind and see like me
(I won't hesitate)
Open up your plans and damn you're free
(No more, no more)
Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
(It cannot wait, I'm sure)

So please don't, there's no need
(There's no need to complicate)
There's no need to complicate
(Our time is short)
'Cause our time is short
(This is our fate)
This is, this is, this is our fate
I'm yours, I'm sayin' I'm yours

everyday of my life...

2008-08-01T00:02:00.000-07:00

i am spending every minute of my days as memorable as i can...felt so down that things weren't on my side, it seems that He wants me to compose myself first before starting a new chapter.
if i remember it right it's been 2years or more that i leave Him behind though im calling Him once in a while but never showed appreciation or even told Him that im thankful for giving me a nice ending in my journey to life.
letting Him know that I was so happy i found the perfect husband at my side and having a lovely child with a smile that warms a cold heart of mine back then...
this chance, He provide them all for me so that i have the reason to extend my existence and stand still...
i know you would agree that He's great! isn't it? That's why i admire Him a lot...
been guilty that im such a brat in treating Him not nicely, i always blame Him for the bad things happened to me but now i understand that all things have a purpose...A purpose with great intentions...
i missed His company...can i hold you back in my arms? Please embrace me again...im sorry about everything...and thanks a lot.....

tama kaya ako?

2008-07-24T06:13:00.000-07:00

cris: lapit na olympic
cris: naghihigpit sila here
joan: k
cris: lalo na sa beijing
cris: dito nagrandom check mga polis
cris: kaya dapat lagi dala passport
cris: anytime na lalabas
joan: ic
joan: di ka ba pupunta
cris: ay naku
cris: di noh
cris: manunuod lang me sa tv
cris: gastos lang yun
joan: k...tatandaan ko yan
cris: hahahha

save ko lang...for evidence sake....

TRABAHO, Asan ka?

2008-07-09T01:03:00.000-07:00

Parang isang tao na nawawala ang hirap hanapin...Magpakita ka kaya, hwag ka ng magtago..Dalawang linggo ng sumasakit ang ulo, sobrang nayayamot, at nanggigigil sa kakahagilap ng trabaho...lahat ng site sa internet nabuksan ko na...kung hindi networking, call center naman! Haynako, hirap naman maging pinoy pinagkakaitan ng magagandang opurtunidad para umanlad...Napakahirap na ngang mag-aral at pag nakatapos mauuwi lang pala sa wala...

my flight back home.....

2008-06-22T21:11:00.000-07:00

again, 12hours to go before my flight going back to the philippines...last week was my flight was cancelled and i think this time no more delaying tactics or cancellation may take place...i really need to go home, waahhh...happy trip to me...my ez, mommy is coming home...badly missing you...

i made it

2008-06-20T00:08:00.000-07:00

yesterday, the weather was good enough for me to decide to take awalk along the street...can't memorized all the names of the street i passed by, the only thing i know was the place were im hanging on which is the changle road and i don't know how to pronounce it right because chinese pipz have their own dictions or whatever so, probably i cannot take the taxi or cab because the driver might got me in the wrong place!
as i was walking, i keep on looking back where i came from because i may not remember what was my way leading back home although it just a phonecall away to my tourist guide who was i think available anytime waiting for my txt or call if ever i got lost.....his my savior(anytime, he had no choice)...
since the road was friendly to me, i reach my destination and my confidence boost...hahaha, now i know how to direct myself already...first step ahead....another step comes to beat...that's it! At least on my almost 3weeks of my stay here in shanghai i can off on my feet on my own....not bad!
got 60rmb in my pocket and with 20 yuan coins don't know what i can buy with this but im dying to have fries at kfc...well, im craving for it, thats the only thing i know that i can have it and can satisfy me...i reach parkson, i think this is a mall, and i decided to roam around....my eyes been twinkling when all the prizes was above 100rmb, well a little bit disappointed coz i can't buy something so i just went to the supermaket...unfourtunately i had bought bacon, coke, beef, chocolate drink, potato and hotdog....hehehe...i got too much....also i brought with me my plastic...geeez, they don't give plastic here! if you want you have to buy it...what i heard is that they had this program for global warming, preserving the nature....waaah...i don't know.....After i finished my grocery escapade i just went outside the mall and there was a block there where you can sit so i keep myself busy looking pipz walking around and observing them what was the usual style theyre up to....of course, i nformed my tourist guide that im in good condition....after 15 minutes, raindrops started to fall and i don't have any umbrella so i decided to go because the rain may pour and i dont wanna be get wet.....walking in the rain is enjoyable, i dropby at the kfc to satisfy me and went totally home...at home, la lang...dating gawi.....

MASAYA ANG PAGIGING ISANG INA

2008-06-13T02:40:00.000-07:00

walang katumbas ang kaligahan ng pagiging isang ina...mahirap kung iisipin pero lahat ng bagay mapapawi ng isang ngiti at hawak ng isang munting sanggol na animo'y angel na sa maamong pagkakatingin pinapawi ang lungkot at pighati ng kalooban! yaong iyak ay parang isang musika na nakakapagpasigla ng damdamin...hindi kayang pantayan ng ninuman ang sakripisyong dinanas ng isang ina sa kagustuhan mapabuti ang kalagayan ng kanyang supling...ano mang bagay gagawin para lamang maipadama ang pagmamahal na walang katumbas...umaasang sa paglaki ng munting angel ay maipagmalaki yaong inang naghirap at nagtiis ng siyam na buwan para lang maisilang ang isang batang walang kamuwang-muwang...

gagabayan ka sa iyong paglaki at tuturuan ng bagay-bagay na makakabuti dito sa mundong ibabaw...hindi ka hahayaang masaktan ninuman...aarugain ka hanggat kaya pa nitong aking katawan...di ka iiwan hanggang sa huling hininga ng yaong buhay.....titiyaking nandito lang pag kailangan ang inang laging nakaagapay....pangarap ng isang ina na mapabuti ang isang anak at maging maginhawa sa hinaharap...kaya panalangin sa araw-araw na gabayan ka ng Poong Maykapal sa ano mang bagay na gagawain mo.....mahirap maging isang ina pero walang katumbas ang kaligahayan na nadarama pag ikay kapiling na.

Holyweek treat to SAGADA

2007-04-18T02:43:00.000-07:00

Wow...exciting! My boyfreind planned a holyweek treat for me to SAGADA as his birthday presence to me...Actually he was just making amends for what he did last year wherein were suppose to go there with his buddies but because something happened, i wasn't able to go with them(whatever that thing happened...well, he know it already)....

Not to mention to him that i was so excited to get there from the moment that he told me bout his plan its just that i don't want to ruin this adventure and also the feeling that something would came up and again i would not able to catch up the beauty of what SAGADA may bring....

Last April 4, 2007...from manila around 11:45pm we traveled along going to Baguio and it took us 6 hrs before getting there...i need to meet my brother for some reason then after that we were able to passed the Cathedral then have our breakfast at KFC then we also have the chance to freshen-up ourselves as well. Then as soon as we think were ready again to travel we went to the terminal of buses going to SAGADA...We arrived there at around 9:00am...then...Whoaa...There's a lot of company....The first thing it came up in my mind is that! it's like we are in a competition or a race that we need to move and think fast in order for us to get in our destination as soon as we can to get over with the others....Rude.....It's almost an hour that were standing waiting for our turn to get a ticket but unfortunately it's been wasted due to some passenger's going back and forth to the ticket booth to ask things over and over again(ang kukulit!) Our waiting was surpassed by this two guys who was looking for a company to ride a jeep going to SAGADA and they told us that in a minute the jeep was about to leave...We don't want to wait that long so we grab that idea......
The travel was huge....Its liked ive been into a roller coaster ride for 6 hours....but thank God we arrived there safe and sound....
I think that was 4:00pm in the afternoon; then the battle again is that we need to find a house or a place to stay in for the rest of our holly week adventure and its again a task for us because it was fully booked....but what we found was not so far from the town it was just a mountain or should i say hill a way...Thanks to manang Daon for having us a space for their house as they welcome us warmly...Finally, our body get rested.It was a great experienced then...anyway,i enjoyed this gate away ventures.

Letting go....

2007-02-05T00:23:00.000-08:00

Lately i was thinking of letting go of someone who was very important to me...Yup, i guess this is the right time to do so! I know moving on is part of the game pero yakang yaka na yan...It's hard to keep the relationship without knowing the real score on it ang hirap ng laging nagpapakiramdaman...Nakakatawa ano! That's how the things it goes...
Been happy that you've came to my life so unexpectedly...If you happened to read this blog, i want you to know that spending my time with you is such a wonderful experience...hahaha...i oo na baliw ako...xensiya na ganun talaga ako...Ingats Lagi....

celebrating this holiday season...

2006-12-15T23:59:00.000-08:00

huhuhu....waaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh.....ill gonna spend my new years eve again at the hospital...its my second time to be with patients during the ka-boom and ka-bang of fireworks around the city...dont have any choice, it's my responsibility that i ought to.....to hell with this kind of work really! Hmp! Anyway things that is unexpected can be happen...Ill just gon(na look forward to that....(sour graping)

Hmmmm but this christmas season, im planning to spend it at the province...trip lang, missed my colleages there na rin...old times sake...
Wishes?....My wish for this season i think will not be granted coz, the one whom im wanted to be with will not be with me but anyway can't blame him...just wanted him to be happy anyway...wish him the happiness this season...i know that you will still enjoy celebrating this season without me...hehehe

My advance greeting to you guys.....Merry merrier Christmas....And a happy kaboom kaboom New year....

fIrSt ImPrEsSiOn lAsT!!!

2006-11-23T07:11:00.000-08:00

Nang on the cover...Welcome to my new blogspot...Well about me...what you see and read is what you get...It's up to you to judge on who and what i am...

???Well, i decided to create another blog spot because i know that more things i can write to express myself in here...like today....

Felt bored at home so i went out for a moment thinking of what to do, and as i passed by at the internet cafe nearby our boarding house, i thought of blogging again...i want to spend at least two hours at the cafe which is too much to give my sister a privacy and a space for her review to the upcoming board exam for nurses this december and i hope and do pray that she can make it...

Whoaao...its really relaxing that somehow you can be stressful by writing something what bothers you....Most of the time when im upset at home, at work or with someone; i choose to keep silent which some people misinterpret me...i dont know, thats me...

Sigh! I just wanted you guys to understant me...Thats all...